But this new edition of AlvinDazed/AlvinActually will be coming out not anytime soon though… I’m sorry to tell you that but I guess I’m working my ass off at school before I worry about any of these things. Anyways, I’m still working my ass off, so when I have the time I’ll stop and blog. A little.

The url is ZEPHYRGAMES.CO.CC

Anyways my life story right now is study and workout. Pretty simple. I guess. Nothing else to say so I’mma end it now.

I don’t want to be lazy, I want to be successful. I mean everyone does. It’s just that I feel like I should be enjoying life, and school is just killing me. I had the motivation first semester. But I guess I lost it in the second. I’m trying to pull 6 As, and 1 B or better this semester. And if I don’t wake up and smell what a mess I’ve done, I may have messed up my High School transcript which now seems like what will be my future. And I definitely do not want to do that.

Fin.

Yeahhhhh. I guess life is all cool. Prob and Stats test today. Such a pain. I guess life is pretty fine right now other than having nothing to talk about. The main reason why I’m posting today is to post the stats for the Zone 1 / Div 1 Comp. Other than that. Bleh nothing. It’s just the same old life with same old me I guess. Nothing new nothing old.

Here are stats.
1. JFL 34-2
2. [k/M] 32-3-1
3. tY 31-5

That’s all folks.

AND OMG I <3 pokemon. so addicted to it. but blog about it laterr.

I guess I just bought a new flash card and some pens and an inkjet tank. I’m kind of more focused on school work as of right now, but I didn’t just want to abandon this lovely blog. And as for what I’ve been doing, I’ve seen that maplestory has advanced a lot, since their opening two new versions this year, and how they have so many hacks that hurt the game, I feel like what the heck is Maplestory all for other than fun, because in the end your going to get hacked.

Anyways, I’m out for now. But I guess I’m back to the frequent short paragraph blogs.

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anyways peace.

“The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be fearing you will make one.”

~alvin

Sorry for not many posts, right now I’m working on this big project for school, and I don’t really have any time to blog at the moment ><

I feel like I will never try to hide or cover what I have posted ever. I will always keep all my comments and all my posts so I can look back in the future if I ever want to write an autobiography or something like that. Even though I may regret it, I guess this is like a diary-blog. No secrets can be hidden

But then, I feel like people who look at my blog think I’m very negative, so I don’t want to make that sort of impressions, I mean I get EVERYONE I know to read my blog, my fellow school friends, and life friendgs, staff and members at mnn and tng, people who i comment on wordpress, boy scouts, dojo fighting club friends, and basically everyone. So I will try to after this painful depressing week is over, post about the more positive things in life.

Anyways peace.

I don’t know why. One week till my mom moves to Arizona for her job, and that just means that my parents are unofficially divorcing. I am by myself in this maze, with my brother trying to stab my back, and only caring what’s the best for him, he doesn’t care who he hurts, and what happens to other people. My mom is like that too. I’m not sure about my dad though. I think he’s trying to care for me and my brother, but he doesn’t know what to do. I feel like if I want to make the best of myself… I have to look and care for only my self. Whether I go with my mom or I go with my dad, it all lies on what my heart truly wants.

I heard of two good songs which represent what I’m going through right now here they are:

I have nothing else to say; for now that is. So I’mma end this with a quote.

1) To find a girl you need time and money therefore:
Girls=Money x Time

2) Time is money:
Time=Money

3) Therefore
Girls= Money x Money
Girls=(Money)²

4) Money is the root of all problems
Money=√Problems

5) Therefore
Girls=(√Problems) ² – simplify and we have
Girls=Problems.

(09:32:45 PM) .Alvin: chat log removed ;/

My parents are on the verge of being divorced. So I’m not sure what’s going to happen to me or my attitude towards things. Things will probably lighten up when my mom moves out in a week or two but I don’t really know and really don’t want to talk about it but I’m here to express my feeling towards life for me. Guess that’s the only thing that happened to me today. I took some photography, but I have to optimize it with GIMP before I show it off. Anyways Later~

(10:46:33 PM) yer mom: u are the person that i look up to

(10:46:38 PM) .Alvin: I get that a lot
(10:46:43 PM) .Alvin: you arent the first one ;]
(10:46:47 PM) .Alvin: but i hope you arent the last
(10:46:48 PM) .Alvin: <3

<3

know about my real life. It’s kinda really complicated in my point of view. But since I have friends who read this I guess I might as well spill the story. (lol wtfmate)

My parents will move away from each other after the end of this break week. I guess I will be emo, depressed, so the post counts will rise a lot, since I blog which is like my painkiller now. I love this community, and how i easy for my friends to talk to me. Just I guess my family life is bad, everything else seems fine.

For Judo, swimming, sport team, scouts and school, everythings kool, yeah just kool, except now i have judo and swimming on friday so its a big rush, sport teams are easy, and its the beginning of a new school year.

For now I guess that’s all. And I guess I could say <3 yer mom.

(10:50:59 PM) yer mom: wait dad
(10:51:00 PM) .Alvin: he hates the flash
(10:51:00 PM) .Alvin: lol
(10:51:03 PM) .Alvin: dad?

ohchyeahigotanipod,thankschristanm.

now i have an ipod, camera, and cell phone, which seems like a big chunk in my pocket lol.

Happy Valentines Day everyone!

I’m kinda busy with family issues, but over my break next week I’ll try to get on the computer and do my story.

Let’s see. Today’s post I’m going to post about School + school sports + my life + jobss >.> + maplestory

School

Guess I didn’t do so bad did I. 3.8 First freshman semester doesn’t hurt at all, infact I got better than more than half the people I knew. It’s just that I got a B in math which shames me compared to other asians lolol. But school’s life is fine. But I’m afraid I’m shying away from normal everyday life, I guess I don’t have much to talk about now a days. Just hang out with my friends and sometimes some of them act gay funny weird everything you could imagine.

School is exhausting at times though. I seem that it’s like a labor camp or even a prison, because of all the endless lectures. I remember some of the people said that our school has a higher workload then most. It’s because we’re so called “prestigious” or something.

School Sports

I got cut. Anyways moving on.

Linux

Linux is great, may be a pain in the ass to install but once you get it, it’s no longer a pain.

Trying to get back into the maple addiction.

out with the old and in with the new

I don’t know, I love linux thanks ken, but enough of that crap. I wish you all have a happy lunar new year, but that means I probably won’t be posting until Sunday ish, but let me make a little worthy recap of my life.

I guess I won’t make the tennis team, hah. Guess I signed up too late or something, oh well there’s always next year.

My grades aren’t that bad, but I guess I want to try harder.

And oh yea; me and my friends are going back to maplestory again; khaini baby.

i guess for these few seasons I don’t want to make lenghty tiring posts, i will just make a max of 3 paragraph exciting slurs, working on my journalism for MNN. lol’erd.

Have a good Lent for all my Catholic friends

right now just testing around with desktop. post it up soon.

i was considering KDE // Gnome or maybe another one which has a really exotic name. I guess I’m pretty much just discovering replacements for ugly windows xp. just fyi for everyone, Linux is FREE, and it has OpenOffice which is like Microsoft Office but a little better (no stupid auto format, etc) anyways. I guess my life hasn’t been going at all well. I’m really having grudges against my family, and some times I just wish they could go away. School life is fine.

guess that’s all guys ill post my new desktop if i install linux ;D

and im also restarting maplestory with my friends in khaini. hopefully MS works on linux xd later yall.

EDIT: ok Fedora vs Mandriva vs openSUSE vs ubuntu/kubuntu

and KDE vs GNOME >.<

This is bad… for an asian =/ I’m planning to take two honors courses next year. but I guess that’s all I have to say. I’m just relaxing for now after so much cramming + studying.

A A A A A B B

the end. lol.

:]

I don’t know. Today I finished me finals, but I don’t feel successful. Oh well. Guess it wasn’t that bad as I hoped. Just hope I got good grades. Let’s see how I finished:

Biology : Ecology, Physiology, Cells, and Ecology Test

English : One page essay on how people are INFLUENCED

English : Finding the Meaning of Quotes Test

Our school is funny. Yesterday before people came into their class to do their 4th Exam, some kid pulled the Fire Alarm right after the bell. Same thing happened today. They might have found the person, they might have not. But that’s the taste of california.

que;; akismet is the gay. blocking every single damn comment i get ><

I want to meet a girl and say “If I had a nickel for everytime I saw a girl like you, I’d have 5 cents.”

나는 여아를 만나고 싶고 너는, 5개 센트가.”있는텐데 처럼 나는 언제나 나를 위해 니켈이 보면 여아를 있으면” 말한 위하여

Today’s Finals:

Part 3 Spanish Final : Spanish Grammar and Culture

2 Page Persuasive Essay on : “How do you feel about your personal freedom, and your national freedom?”

got out of school @ 121o ;]

today was alright. woke up at five, and did some last minute studying. after exams and everything, i was bound to flunk spanish. well im not very optimistic when it comes to my performance in education. me and my friends decided to trek a journey from our high school, to our old middle school (about 4 miles) and when we were halfway done, (45 minutes in) we decided to run for the base and be lazy asses. after we got there, we met a few cops (they said hi) some old school staff, (hi too) and my friend gave keys back to an old man who lost them. we weren’t allowed in the school because of the new nutty principal, so we went to the liquor store, and then we came back and snuck into one of our favorite teacher’s classrooms. then we just hung out and then we went home.

we didn’t do singing rehersal today because one of our members couldn’t come =/

Either way, I guess I got invited to my friends recording for a song, “How do I say goodbye to yesterday” (sung a Capella style) and we’re going to do it tomorrow, because us four have early release which let’s us go at 1210 lolol. The only tough part about it is that we have four guys to sing six parts..

Anyways I guess this is a filler and here are the lyrics to the song

BOYZ II MEN – It’s So Hard to Say Goodbye to Yesterday

How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweigh the bad.

I thought wed get to see forever
But forevers gone away
Its so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

I dont know where this road
Is going to lead
All I know is where weve been
And what weve been through.

If we get to see tomorrow
I hope its worth all the wait
Its so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

And Ill take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
Its so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

And Ill take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
Its so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

Ones you already have done:
Alg2/Trig Honors CH1-4 Result A-
Alg2/Trig Honors CH5-6 Result A+
Spanish 1 Autobiography Result ???

Ones you’re going to do:
Biology Finals Scheduled for Thursday
Ecology/Physiology (related to biology) Finals Scheduled for Thursday
Spanish 1 Grammar/Comprehension Exam Scheduled for Wednesday
Spanish 1 Oral Exam Scheduled for Monday
English Comprehension + Writing Scheduled for Thursday
Physical Testing (Running basically) Scheduled for Monday
Alg2/Trig Honors CH7-8 Scheduled for Tuesday
Choir Finals Scheduled for Monday Tuesday

Dayum.

Well I guess life is books, books and more books…

What my study load looks like:

mmm cupcakes i made :]

GG. (hehe)

Anyways this storm is crazy and im outside enjoying the rain ;P

Anyways it sucks that winter break is almost over =/

My new years resolution:

Keep staying fit.

I live in a word of people pretending to be something they’re not. But when I talk to you, I’m the guy I want to be.

나는 그들이 이지 않는 무언가 이것을 가장해 사람의 낱말안에 살n다. 그러나 나가 너에게 말할 때, 나는 나가 이고 싶는 녀석 이다.

I need a new year resolution.

If you want to help the support topic is here:

http://en.forums.wordpress.com/topic.php?id=19491&page&replies=13#post-149357

That is all.

Resolved

Congrats for me hitting 1,000 hits  

no more. no less. don’t second guess
i l a u g h . i love. i l i v e. i c r y.
&& sometimes i wish that i would die.
somedays i’m funny. others i’m not.
sometimes i’m in overdrive & i can’t stop.
you may not like me. thats okay.
cause this is me & how i’ll be

더 이상. 나가 실소한다 것 을 더 적은은 둘째로 짐작하지 않는다. 나는 사랑한다. 나는 살n다. 나는 울n다 & 나가 나가 & 나는 좋아하지 않을지도 모르지 않는다 & 나가 이을 것이다 까 라고 이것이 나 이는 그렇는 원인 이는 나 너를 멈출 것 을 나가 오버드라이브 장치안에 때때로 나 있는 재미있은 다른 사람 이는 일의 어떤을 죽을텐데 것을 때때로 나는 바란다

I’m afraid that my wordpress could have been broken into. So I had to change my password over the weekend. It seemed as if the hacker has edited 12 of my posts, and for some reason the most read posts, and turn them into nonsense. Anyways, this should explain if your looking back into my blog to the reason why are some of the posts so weird… Anyways. I hope this won’t happen again.

• My grand total for Christmas gift buying is $431.15 for 33 people, friends + family.
• Most expensive item was World of Warcraft 1 year membership card for my cousin.
• Least expensive item was a deck of cards for my friend who does crazy magic card tricks

Merry Christmas yall.

update!

I have restored all my blog posts that were damaged. Everything is now back to normal

5 Days before Christmas and counting up Google did this to their google image on their site! Pretty neat.

I’m waiting for everyone to wake up so post some time soon. (images are on more)

…each second you spend angry or sad is another second of happiness you can never get back.
… 각 초 너는 성나 쓴다 또는 슬프다 너가 결코 돌려받을 수 있지 않는 행복의 다른 초는.

Think of this one over the holidays. Just had to get a quote out to y’all.

To those who technically read Korean, I have one error in the writing. I think I used the word candle instead of second. But my translator dictionary won’t tell me xD

Merry Christmas and have a Happy New Year

This is what I learn from Spanish (no accents, so if you use a translator, you might need Spanish spell check)

Yo estudio tu madre. XD

Ok, so all you PSP users, I was trying to install this homebrew called 3.71 M33, which is good for running Game Boy Emulators, and running normal games. guess what happened. I ACCIDENTLY FRIGGIN INSTALLED THE 3.73 OE >.> Now I need to wait for another version to come out so I can upgrade to M33. T_T modding my psp is so hard. I damaged(bricked) my first one (downgrading 2.50 -> 1.5, Pandora, destroyed it completely >.>) and decided to try again and now this! OMG =/

I am now taking pictures of fishies >.>

Please 3.74 Come out soon? =X

lol 3rd post in a day

I swear this game is so much better than stupid Halo 3. I have the 2 games before it and they are so good. The bots in this game are pretty smart, and the online play is incredible (64 players, some servers can hold 128!) The two games before it had so many mods, and when this game is highly available, it will have many mods.

Unfortunately, they released it on Black Friday week, so the game is still sold out. I hope to get it before school ends in June. Anyways. It’s just a good game. I’m bored now >.>

Don’t search.
Just see.
Don’t speak.
Just hear
Don’t hesitate.
Just act.
Don’t be scared.
Just love.

찾지 말라. 다만 보십시요. 말하지 말라. 다만 망설이지 않는다 들으십시요. 다만 행위. 위협하지 말라. 정당한 사랑.

Let’s start with beginning of December. Well, I started playing another game again. Soldier Front. Thanks to my friends. It’s a good game, FPS in fact at ijji. It’s not addicting, I just use it to play with my friends and have some fun in fact. I sang for our High School choir at two community events also. It was fun, I had some away from family time there. But unfortunately one of the events was at the cost of not being at one of my boy scouts party. I’m very sorry for that.

I had change in friends also. I made a couple new friends, and lost a friend named Phillip, he moved away sadly. And made a friend and lost him right away. This guy named Elvis. I met him at my braces place, and I guess I will never see him again. I got my braces off!

Lol, life has been unforigiving because I got the flu. I don’t know. Life has become a breeze but I have to go now. I hope you guys are still reading.

♥alvin

Enough said :]

And invite your friends. That is all :]

she’s in love with a boy.
and even if she has to run away…
shes going to marry that boy someday.theres a sparkle in your eye that only i see, and theres a place in your heart where only i wanna be.

그녀는 소년과 사랑안에 이고 그녀가… 멀리 달려야 하면 비록 단 나가 보는 너의 눈안에 불꽃 저 소년 언젠가 터어을 결혼하기 위하여 가고 있다, 곳에 단 나가 있고 싶는 너의 심혼안에 장소 있고.

Times.. are going by so fast. so fast.

I love it when you
dance with me when theres no music
sing to me when everyones around
stare at me in the moonlight
buy me 25 cent rings && propose to me
tickle me when im mad at you
kiss me when im upset
hold me when im tired.
take me in your arms when im cold
and when you simply say I love you.

나가 차 때, 그리고 너가 간단하게I사랑을 너 말할 때 나가 피로하 가지고 갈 너의 팔안에 나를 때 나가 두집힐을 나를 때 나에 의하여 너에 미치 키스할 나가 때 모두가 달빛안에 나에 응시의 주위에 사골 나를25센트 반지이라고 & 나에게 제시할 간질일 나를 이을 때 나에게 음악 노래할 때 너가 나와 무용할 때 나는 그것을 사랑한다.

Not much happening. Hope you had a great Thanksgiving, Black Friday, and weekend. Post sometime soon this next day or so.

You might think it’s hard to say,”You’re beautiful” to someone, but it’s even more hard for that person to accept it.

말하는것은 너는 단단하다 것 을 생각한 그것을 받아들이는것은, “너는 누구에게 아름답다”, 그러나 저 사람 더군다나 단단하다.

Lol, After I read about 50 pages or so, I’m going to try to bake brownies by hand xD

I also got my camera from my dad! It’s a Casio Exilim EX-277 :]

Post later today, how things turn out.

Check out this exam my friend took the other week.

100 question True/False Communications Final

His professor sent him an e-mail the following day:

Dear Michael,

Every year I attempt to boost my students’ final grades by giving them this relatively simple exam consisting of 100 True/False questions from only 3 chapters of material. For the past 20 years that I have taught Intro Communications 101 at this institution I have never once seen someone score below a 65 on this exam. Consequently, your score of a zero is the first in history and ultimately brought the entire class average down a whole 8 points.

There were two possible answer choices: A (True) and B (False). You chose C for all 100 questions in an obvious attempt to get lucky with a least a quarter of the answers. It’s as if you didn’t look at a single question. Unfortunately, this brings your final grade in this class to failing. See you next year!

May God have mercy on your soul.

Sincerely,
Professor William Turner

P.S. If all else fails, go with B from now on.
B is the new C

Will not be posting. For a while :]

L O V E.
it’s a short word. easy to spell.
difficult to define & impossible to live without.

사랑 정의하게 곤란한 철자하게 쉬운 짧은 낱말 & 바깥쪽으로 살 불가능한 이다.

Love hurts. And so does family. Why live in a world of consealed emotions when you can say it all with your face. Because… we are all worried about our image. This world has become a world of lies. A world where you can not trust anyone without time. What happened to those kindergarden days. I wish they came to me.

Currently looking for a good high rate Rakion Online Server [kro+sakray plox]

Tell me how to win your heart, for I haven’t gotten a clue.

나에게 너의 심혼을 이기기 위하여 어떻게 말하십시요, 왜냐하면 나는 실마리를 얻지 않았다.

♥alvin.

I feel like adding some thoughtful quote days when I don’t feel like blogging.

 But I guess I’m closing to straight As in school. Lol, 79% in Algebra 2 Trig and 88% in Spanish, and everything else is an A my family life has been going on like we’re all isolated from each other, we just live our lives in our private little space we call our own. no conflicts, and i hope it stays that way.  i’ve quit maplestory i can finally say that it has ruined my life, and probably worsened by grades, so br far,m i have quit it. for good.

dear savage, if you ever read this, im very busy and will try to be back on maple news SOON i promise.

boy scouts; not much happeneing, but I had to drop out of one of the skits because I missed an important meeting due to JUDO

judo; i won 3rd place in the intermediate division, orange rank, 13~14 yrs, 90-120 pds lol. it was one of the Silicon Valley championships ;p so i guess i did pretty good out of a group of 18.

and i guess my friends play with me Gunz and soldier front, and i sort of tried rakion and didn’t

 that is all for now

♥alvin.

i don’t know, im really stuffy nose sorta.

lol. but anyways i guess life is moving along fine. really the same not many ups and downs at all.

read the title. might not be posting for a while

i guess i better do my reports now.

happy birthday dad.

by the way does anyone know the song that has the lyrics

“let’s see how far we’ve come… I believe the world is coming to an end.. hold up” or something like that. Lol, i wanna find out.

My weekend was boring. End of story :] Nothing really happened other than homecoming, and things like that are a little personal ._.

Well I’m still looking for a camera for my birthday, my mom is giving me the money but I still need to see which one should I pick haha.

Let’s see. Today was a very exciting day. I think it was pretty funny, but then again, I think it wasn’t.

Well, we started off with PE with the teacher being very lazy and made us run around in the fog for about an hour lol. I probably got a mile or two, but we were just having a fun jog around, cause he was being lazy Then I had Spanish, where we did some stuff and I still laughed at this Indian kid named Davinder, cause he sucks balls at spanish the only thing that probably made me a little argumental? I don’t know how you say it, but there’s this “What a nerd” girl who takes all these easy ass classes in my spanish class, and she was dancing around saying “yes! yes! yes! I got a 4.0 gpa!!” Seriously. She needs to shut up, because she knows that she’s taking easy ass classes like Algebra 1 and she only has fucking 5 classes and most of us has 6/7… she really pissed me and my friends off, and I was about to tell her off. Well, then we had to turn in our homework, and lol, when she came by to check I just grabbed my friends and said it was mine, then gave it back so we both got credit, and we haven’t been caught so it was pretty funny.

Math math math math. Aiee, guess it was a boring class, just hung out collected homework, did notes, and did a partner quiz. -.- nothing great their.

Biology, pretty BAH. nothing much happened, other than we started working on our reports for photosynthesis. AVID, I got a 3/20, which pissed me off, because the teacher said I was the top student in the class with 114% jesus, fucking asshole that graded my paper, I’m going to argue this shit tomorrow.

LITERATURE

thiswasanextremelyfunassclasstoday. lol, so it started out like this, we started literature like any other day until this bboy named erik said he wasn’t feeling so well.. well 15 minutes into the class he trys to run outside and he barfspukes all over the main classroom door and the hallway, So we’re all like YUCK, and some kids go outside, i decide to go outside too. then this kid asked us, why are you guys standing in the middle of the hallway? and this guy goes OH YEAH IM GONNA TELL ON YOU   then he walks in then he SLIPS ROFLMAO. HE SLIPS on the puke and he’s like UGHASGDIHAD. IT WAS SO FUCKING FUNNNY LOL. then we went outside because the smell was horrid. then there’s this kid ditching our class ( he was just hanging outside cause he almost never comes to our class ) and he gets caught by the teacher while we were going outside. and he was like… oh shit.

lol. this day is great ..

nothing much to say, cause im really sleepy. well.

i guess this is all.

Shit. seriously. I really hate my mom now. There’s this growing anger inside me that won’t stop. I try to calm it, but it just keeps on growing. I don’t know why. Here’s my story. The couple days ago of my life were like hell. im not kidding either. they were unhapplily hell.. I don’t know where to start.. well. here’s a shot.

last wednesday was my birthday, and i enjoyed the school part of it, my friends bought me a cake, balloons and stuff and i was very happy. then i picked up my bro and he made my day too. so did my dad. but then around 7pm my mom comes home and she ruins my happy day, she doesnt even say happy birthday and she acts all drunk and crap and talks to my dad about work. seriously, and around 11pm when i finish my homework, i ask my mom anything special, my dad smiles because he knows that it’s my birthday but my mom was like. “UNH? another wednesday that’s all” SHIT.
that totally ruined everything. i mean, what kind of mom forgets their kids birthday. seriously, that really ruined…. it still is ruining me. i have been crying for no reason at all at home. its just. i dont know, but the worst part is… theres more.

thursday, well good school day, and like wednesday was ok ok. i guess nothing really happened on that day other than me and my mom got into another argument. i dont know, but im really thinking that shes more and more of a pest.

friday, i watched high school musical on ice with my friends, and my mom had to fucking come and bought her own ticket, which was near my friends, and me and my friends know that she couldnt please to eavesdrop anytime she can so we just talked about the show and passed notes around on paper. idiot :]
but i guess she could have been angry because she was giving me the cold shoulder at home after.

saturday, i went on a hike, and after that it was supposed to be dinner night for my birthday, we rarely go out to eat only in random/special occasions, but what happened was i chose where i wanted to eat (i think it was chile’s or something) and my mom changed it to some freaking chinese food place, and it was MY birthday. that also ruined it.

sunday, my dad takes me away from my mom, and me dad and bro actually have a fun birthday, at some french place, i guess you could say i enjoyed it, then i went to the bookstore to read some books…

monday, (that’s today!) nothing really… just typing this up and hating my life with my mom as it already is.

i guess relations between my dad and bro are cooling off, but the relation between my mom is growing worse.

and as for school, im doing better in math and have pulled off 5 As 1 B+ and 1 C i hope i pull off 7 As :]

and maple. well really didn’t have time. but i hope you guys are still reading.

well (ahem right now moms being a total asshole) ive been learning some XHTML, HTML, CSS, PHP, and MYSQL, and also learning more on maple graphic comic design, technocrati (some blog thingamajigger), w3c (validating crap and stuff ) around wordpress (not hosted from wordpress.com but actually hosting and having plug ins and stuff) mediawiki, which is pretty cool, and a simple forum (i dont really like forums, this was just a wordpress plugin) other things is i looked into GIMP, opensource, creative commons, HOW FIREFOX IS GREATER THAN INTERNET EXPLORER , apache, and SUN o/s and diffrent o/s’es (lol plural)and i guess im just learning web design right now. what i plan to do is to make a maplestory database based on gms, but also have some news put on it from maple-news.com.

things haven’t been going so well between me and my family. you could say the ends are getting more emotional by the second. well, anyways i don’t really appreciate what they have done for me, and i have no gratitude for them. i just hope grades of mine will get better because that’s all my family cares about. hmph. i wonder why they want me to work so hard. it’s my future. i have a feeling that i will have to use the money that i earn to pay them back when i get a job.

things have been hard for me. many hardships so far since this school year began with my family. bad bad conflicts. i have to go now. sneaking on the labtop to make a desperate post to all my readers. i hope you guys will stay and continue reading the conflict between me and my family.

Today was ok. Nothing much happened in my life family or judo. I’m just emotionally doomed. And I expect not to go on the computer any time soon any more. So this may be my final goodbye.

I have 6 weeks to turn a C- and a B to an A. And also to maintain my 5 other classes as an A.

Maplestory – Nothing Much I hit level 32, but I don’t play much now.

Anyways today was a school day as always, but nothing much happened other than cram study for this and that. I’m kind of usnure of my grades but I know that my gpa is greater than 3.1 and lower than 3.7, that’s still a big range (progress report, not Transcript)

I also made a blog for maple news, you can see it on my blogroll. I’m kind of depressed right now, and I have been thinking, is it worth leveling. I see the dedication in other players, and hopefully I will get back into the spirit soon. But I did go ahead of goals, I mean I was supposed to be 30 this friday, but now I’m almost 31. Anyways hope good luck on that.

My family problem has been getting worse. I’m not sure if I’m going to move into a home with internet during the renovation, and that will probably ruin my whole life. No more maple news no more friends in maple no more emails nothing. Because you can’t play maple in school and I’m pretty sure WordPress is restricted. I’m very gloomy about this, and the problems between my whole family against me has been going worse.

My dad is being a jerk to me as always and a eavesdropping fool, and he is plenty annoyances enough. My brother has been the little snitch for little things, and making them a big one, a fake liar, and a big time .. i’m not going to say it. and I’m not going to start on my mom. But as you can see, I’m not happy at home. I’d rather be at school 24/7 then here. I want to.

end post.

I am applying for a job here, and so far am in the process. I have multiple jobs that I serve here and I think it’s a great community. Once I get settled in MNN, I will probably start suggesting and speaking my mind out. I am currently an article writer, part time editor, and a image designer, also with some CSS knowledge. Anyways this place is cool, and you should come and check it out.

In real life, school has gotten into the way of things, I’m just trying to stay ahead of the pack, and everything is a big rush.

I’ve ended up joining 2 clubs : Key Club & VSA

Those 2 clubs are what make me happy =] and I guess I’ll just stick with them. Anyways life has been boring like always, and I’m just cruising by, I really don’t care anymore. But life is ok. Hope I can stay with the pack. My family and friends have been ok, and I guess nothing much will happen for the next few days.

In maplestory I have turned level 28 and am now married ;] yayy. She’s a nice girl I tell you, and she’s very cool. Anyways That’s all for now guys.

I’m not sure what happened when I said we were moving to go renovate homes but I guess it hasn’t happened yet, thank god. I can assume they won’t let me blog at school, and it would be too much of a hassle using a cellphone trying to blog (I don’t have a cell with a keyboard) But yet my parents haven’t found a place to move into nor have started renovation, our stuff is all in boxes.

I can say that my family life is flattening getting worse. That’s no feat but it is. Our family feels like it’s breaking up and going back together in a mood swingy place. I really despise and hate it. It just gets annoying sometimes.

I don’t know why but blogging helps me get out my thoughts and maplestory is like my anti-depressant. I really don’t like many things, and their pissing me off. And I can’t explain why. ug. Anyways, I guess that’s all for life today, cause I posted a blog yesterday and I spent most of my day today doing homework and doing a lil on my blog.

In maplestory: I hit level 27 woo hoo. anyways im at 52% right now and am expecting to hit 30 soon. I hope I can reach my goals that I have set last time. anyways I’m out for now.

I forgot to upload some pictures I wanted to show, this is just a visual reminder.

My life with my family isn’t going along all too well. My brother always annoys me, my mom is a perfectionist, and my dad is a 2-sided numbnut. My family is very disfunctional, and I’m the person who doesn’t participate in arguments, or goes on one person’s side. I mind myself and only myself. I’m kind of tired right now cause I’m staying up all night, but I really don’t have anything to do since my family are all so extremely tired.

Today was a boy scouts and stupid party day. Boy scouts was pretty much ok even though nothing much should or would happen. and I guess the party was bad. It was a total waste of my time, and I really despise my parents for this.

I was going around sites in google and found something unbelieveable.

AT&T NEW TOS < interesting things in here

It’s kind of interesting to see what companies do to their customers. I won’t say anything else since I’m also using AT&T.

Anyways so I guess the last few weeks of my life have been… he he boring.

And hopefully it won’t be as boring.

Either way in maplestory, I am now level 27 and gaining ;]

New goals :]

• Level 30 before 10/6/07 (includes second job test)
• Level 40 before 10/20/07
• Level 50 before Thanksgiving
• Level 60 before Xmas
• Level 70 before MLK Day
• Level 80 before Valentines
• Level 90 before 4/1/07
• Level 100 before 6/15/07
• Level 120 before 9/1/07

Woo hoo! I leveled about 3 times today from PQing and I’m pretty happy lol. Either way maple is kinda fun, and theres nothing much happening. My real life is real boring right now. So I don’t feel like talking about it. Anyways, I’m just really bored now, and uhh I’m just setting new goals for myself! I want to reach Hermit so badly, I have dedication to it, and I want to reach it. It’s a class I enjoy playing, because I don’t pick by which class is more powerful, I rather choose on the fun factor. Anyways wish me luck ;D (BTW I GOT NX TODAY YAY!!! xD i just had to get that out.)

New goals

• Level 30 – 10/12/07
• Level 40 – 10/30/07
• Level 50 – 11/26/07 (Thanksgiving)
• Level 60 – 1/1/08
• Level 70 – 2/14/08
• Level 80 – 4/1/07
• Level 90 – 7/1/07
• Level 100 – 9/1/07

I’m confident in the first few goals, but the last few are “tentative”

Either way I’m really bored right now.

Click more if you want details on my life couple of days ago.

Life has been ok so far. Anyways the last few days I just breezed by school and my disfunctional family, and just did what I normally do. Nothing much happened, until today, when I got off the bus stop early to stop by Target to buy some NX Cards. I decided to buy 50,000 NX to start off with and I would be good till Thanksgiving ish. Anyways, my life has been boredom factor much, and school too.

This week is “CLUB WEEK” and I’ve joined 4 clubs, but I wanted to join 6 (Me crazy, but im thinking of dropping octogon)

1. VSA Club (Vietnamese Student Association)
2. Key Club International
3. FYO Club (Filipino Youth Club)
4. Octogon (Cheap make-up of key club)

Some interesting clubs were:

• FIGHT AGAINST THE ZOMBIES !!!!111! (It’s a fun club, too creepy for me)
• Leos (preppy club for girls and pom poms xD)
• Trees (Enviromentalists, and tree huggas)
• Spirit Club (more preppy people)
• Photography (took my picture once too many times)
• and you cant forget the POKEMON CLUB!!! (i didnt join though) it’s really fun.

Out of all the clubs in my school those were the most interesting I could say.

I also joined Duels (www.duels.com)

It’s a fun site to waste your time on when you’re bored. Pretty much. ;] But I might start adding blogs about duels too. Anyways.

Anyways I’m out of things to type, so later guys ;]

And comment my blogs.

• Level 30 before 10/24/2007
• Level 50 before 1/1/2008
• Level 70 before 6/1/2008
• Level 100 before 9/1/2008
• Level 120 before 6/1/2009

Possible? Lol, I just want level 100 before school ends on june and want to hit 120 before 10th grade.

Either way I’m doing good so far, and nothing really is bad.

Ok so that’s the end of maplestory, here’s starting to talk about my blog and my real life

Well, I’m about to hit 200 hits in my blog, and I have pretty good view rates, and I don’t know, I’m not getting much “feedback” on my blog heh.

Life is going ok, nothing much is happening, and I’m breezing by high school. High school to me is a little tough so I’m giving it my 200% effort. Cause the harder you work now the better you will be rewarded in the future. That’s what inspires me every day. and maplestory is like my break, it makes me feel good and my anti depressant by taking out my anger on every single monster i get on xd. I’m going to sleep now guys. LAter.

My family is sort of a “ayhdgbjsouf4twgaiebwt85u946ythgbsa696969″ family… lol, we’re very unorgainzed and such and we always argue and have fights but it’s all fun in the end. Overall these last few days, have been OK for me. And I hope to get a 4.0 gpa for high school. I can hope I can reach and I can dream. I believe in myself. I will be posting a short summary every few days for my blog, and when I have time I’ll post a big bundle. Later guys ;]

Ok ok, so I haven’t been on for a while, unless if you read my last post I clearly stated that I was busy studying. I’m sorry but I care about my life and education haha. So pretty much this week was a boring week anyways, you wouldn’t want to know it. It was just a same old testing week where people go study and take exams and everything.

The only problem is I started to hate a few people, certainly just hate them. These people just tick me off lol. Anyways that was the only significant thing that happened to me this week.

In maplestory I decided to make a sin and yesterday i got it from 1-16 which is pretty good. So now I’m trying to aim for getting it to level 30 before the end of this month and getting it to level 40 before October 24th. The only problem with that is that I still don’t know if I will be moving into a home with internet sadly. That really somewhat brings me down but I gotta move along, you know what I mean?

And I was amazed by my 7 day stats. I’d like to thank all of you for reading, and I guess I shouldn’t go away for more than 5 days without saying anything cause my stats really dropped xD and here are my blog stats, (end of post)

My birthday is coming soon in less than a month and a half, and I just want a camera, lol. I got the clothes and whatever I could dream for. But I think I just need a camera, (i got one of those “Pay as you go” Phones and I don’t really need one anymore hahah!) But that’s all I’m hoping for.

I need opinion’s on what new character job to make in maplestory, and which world (MSEA/Maple Global/Maple Europe)

I so far have no idea, I just want anything that can make my time go as a breeze and be fun.

Just help me choose (my page will come out soon)

Well today was a 6-day class and it was pretty ok.

PE; nothing much happened other than we played basketball, me and my friend jerry just shot some hoops from the 3-point line and had an ok time I guess you could say. Nothing really happened, other than this certain jerk in the class purposely picked on kids. Like he threw balls at them. He threw them at everyone including his friends, to me I think he’s just a big fat jerk. Other than that PE was great.

Spanish; Spanish EXAM Friday, I think I’m doing pretty well :] Spanish is pretty easy and simple at times compared to the other hard-butt languages ha ha. I don’t really like my new seat, there’s these two people behind me who talk all the time, and it makes me hard to concentrate, in fact I think they are annoying, and I don’t really like them, but I have nothing against them. I liked my old seat, where there was people I would actually talk to, and they weren’t as annoying, and they were actually funny.

Algebra 2 / Trig; Today was our first chapter test(these tests are worth 50% of our grade so its damn serious!) heh, it was pretty easy other than it took me the whole class period to do mine, and I had to come back for a part of lunch to finish it. It was a little challenging requiring thinking and remembering the formulas and what to do with them. I think I did pretty well I hope.

Biology:

THANK GOD.

They found my freaking notebook!!! Hell yes I won’t fail biology any more. Either way we had a quiz today and it was easy, even though I didn’t study, I love god now cause I prayed for a miracle last night and it happened! That makes me feel much better about this school, and how it is. Hah! I love this school, everyone is so nice. I just love it that I had my notebook back. But other than the quiz nothing happened in bio.

AVID; boring course, end of story. hah, this is just a “helping class” supposed to help you get to college. I might stay for a year for the fact of 70 starting kids only 17 stayed throughout the program until their senior year and 100% of them got into the colleges they wanted. that inspires me but the work is very very challenging. it is demanding of your ability, and to stay ahead of the pact.

Lit/Writ; SSR, some poetry discussion yada yada. nothing really happens in this class cause I really take a nap in it. I don’t really know what happened, but the class seems real easy.

At home; Finished up packing my stuff, hopefully their will be internet in the place I’m moving to otherwise I’ll have to use the school internet (probably before or after school for personal internet use) to continue blogging and checking my email. Hopefully they didn’t block wordpress. but I don’t think they’ll let me use it.

Other matters; this entry is very long because I am seriously pissed at my mother. she is currently outside holding a grudge against the whole family and i can’t post this at the exact internet time that i want it to. i am very pissed at her, and sorry if this becomes a very late entry.

Maplestory: I went up a few ranks and got 5~9% ish. I think i made a profit of 19k (after selling all drops and rebuying pots) aie.

I don’t know what to expect, but hopefully it’s good.

Maplestory was ok today, had some fun times with my guild, and I just trained and talked. I guess I have to enjoy my last few moments, before I have to move, if we don’t have internet. Yet, I’m still hoping the place will have internet. Cause if it doesn’t I’ll probably turn into a book worm.

My school in biology is doomed. All my other subjects are fine but the problem is that I lost my biology notebook which is a chunk of my grade (notebook was stolen, that’s the truth). I haven’t received the file of notes from my friend (I can rely on him, but I respect him still because he already stated to me that he was busy over the weekend) yet, and I can’t copy my notes from anything (we haven’t gotten the textbooks yet, and even if we did, the notes probably wouldn’t come from there. It was mainly lectures)

But, yet again it is just one part of my grade (less than 1%) but in the beginning it will be worth a lot. My only hope now is not to slack off, and copy notes on everything else the teacher gives to us. Heh, what bad luck I have so far.

Well, I’m going to prepare for school tomorrow. Blogging has become very enjoyable, and a habit. Hopefully I don’t lose this habit over the period where I don’t have internet (if I don’t)

I can not believe it. I could wish for a miracle to have my friend type up his notebook and send it to me, but that miracle is smashed. All I hope to happen is I can go to school early Monday and try to recopy my 12 page notebook really really fast. AHGAEJGS.

I’m too foolish. Either way, I have this e-stalker named Maine. She’s cool haha! (My life is more important than maplestory and always will be maine ;P) either way, I hope I can do it. I must. I will. I ugh. I’m going to go take some pictures of my aquarium. Just got some fishes, and I’m really bored. Heh.

Either way after this I’m going on maplestory.

Click for images ;]

Enjoy ;] Please leave comments.

last night stayed up in khaini doing guild party quests and FoG in maplestory. games are fun when your alone in your room and everyone is asleep.

Let’s see I woke up at 10am, went to the eye doctor, and went out for a day of fun. and we came home around 3 now cause we’re all tired out. either way i got a new domain.

alvindazed.co.nr

;] It’s not hard to get one. But I’m pretty much tired

Oi, I’m going to upload all my maplestory pictures onto the blog using photobucket (i’ve gotten a few messages that some people wanna see them)

And im still nervous, my friend still hasnt typed out his notebook yet, and im still waiting…

waiting…

i hope he does before the end of tonight or im doomed.

I still have a lot to learn about wordpress. but i will get used to it ;]

No I take that back.

It WAS a good day, until my mother….

Okay, today was sort of funny. I woke up and got ready to go to school (leaving my family asleep), left home for the bus. On the bus, my mom called me on my cell phone: “OH MY GOD, WHY DIDN’T YOU WAKE US UP!!!!” “I’m sorry but I had to go to school, you guys do have an alarm clock” “NO EXCUSES, IM LATE FOR MY MEETING, YOUR BROTHER IS LATE FOR SCHOOL, AND YOUR DAD IS LATE TOO” “Not… my fault.” “WHATEVER GOOD BYE”

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Haha, ok so that wasn’t the bad part… YET

School was so and so, Spanish.Biology.Lit/Writ

Spanish: Nothing much happened, blah blah blah. I just got switched because this kid was a talkative person so we switched seats. Nothing really bad, just less people to talk to. Blah blah blah. (Note to self 2 quizzes and exam next week)

Biology: omfg, i lost my notebook!? I’m relying on my friend to type up his notebook, email it to me, so I can copy it to another notebook, cause someone stole mine i lost it. (no really it got STOLEN)

Lit/Writ: ahh, how to end a day but a nice day of literature and writing? Eh, not much. Just forgot to turn in a paper and I turned it in. and nothing much happened at school

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Bus: eh same old again.

Home: nothing much happened, but ugh. I’m kinda wanting to rant about my bad things already.

Maplestory: Nothing happened much +1 fame, and just grinding at FoG, pics will be uploaded at the next post (on the other computer ><

Judo: (it’s a fighting class) Well, we did some hardcore training and I ranked up!!! yay now I’m orange belt.

rantrantrant: I hate my mom, she disconnects my internet to annoy me, I hope I didn’t die in maple. Anyways, that’s what’s pissing me off. She’s SOOOO annoying. JESUS >< man. fuck her, she’s making me so pissed off. and it’s supposed to be a good day too, but she has to ruin it. SHE RUINS EVERYTHING GAURHJKASRGUTGE =`[

Other than that it was a good day.

Well did you know that I play Maple Story?

I use my friends accounts, since they want me to level them, and anyways im bored.

• DeathArtist – Level 5x Hunter
• Admiral800 – Level 8x Priest
• HartBr0k3n – Level 7x Ranger

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(And yes they quit.)

Anyways today was a boring boring blah day at school. Nothing much happened other than Choir class lmao, some kid was singing and his voice cracked in the middle of the song, he must of been soo embarassed.

I really don’t have much to say, school is pretty ok ok. And nothing really much is happening. I just hate a few kids, made some friends etc etc -.-

Well, I’m going to do my homework T_T

Well, I’m a freshman in High School, and I just got into wordpress, because I used to use myspace as a blog ALOT, and I guess this is what I’m gonna use now.

Today….wasn’t a bad day for me, I had Spanish 1, Biology, Lit/Writ, and Choir, and nothings so bad. Same ol’ Same ol’

Spanish, hehe, an indian dude I don’t really like, not because of his race, but because of him overall.. eh back to the point. He came late, didn’t do his homework, and he had this cry baby face lmao! Either way, our teacher was like “This is High School not Middle School, grow up” and everyone was hecka laughing!

Biology and Lit/Writ, just boring read the text, and take notes *yawn*

And Choir, we watched Phantom of the Opera, to learn about singing, and I think I have my vocal test tomorrow!! (Testing your singing voice lmao)